Busy with a Capital B!!

I can't believe how much time has passed since the DANSKIN. I am still taking it easy on my damn foot. Every time i try to do something it acts up. It is ridiculous. Then my dad came into town and that threw everything for a loop. Did i mention the new job? It has been very exciting to say the least. But over whelming. Over whelming part is the fact that all my new money is going towards child care and day care. I am broke. It is ridiculous. Then to top things off- my husband is still waiting on money. It is overwhelming i could cry. I just don't understand it. I am frustrated beyond control. I don't know what to do. I could just crawl up and die. How can anyone feel romantic when crap like this happens? How can anyone feel good about themselves? How does anyone ever succeed? I am starting to think it isn't possible.....