I's stuck in a rut again. Making bad choices and not exercising. I am stuck in the wheel on self hate. I need help to get out. I need therapy. I think i am cyclic. It always happens around this time. When i look back at the year and forget what i wanted to accomplish and what i did and focus on what i didn't do. I can't walk past a mirror without self disgust, self hate and self despise. How did i become this? Who is responsible? Why me and not her? I need to look inside for my inner strength and peace again. i have to find it soon. I am gonna crash.
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I am mother, wife, daughter, nurse. I have been married for 10 years. I have two boys and a loving husband. I am blessed that he loves me as much as he does. I live in Texas. I am trying to make small steps to big improvements. I need to vent the good and bad aspects of my life, so i am trying to blog. Bare with me- i can't spell and my typing stinks.
