Weird week

This week was the weirdest week. I was stuck in a funk for the majority of it.  Visions of my mom, work, family just adding to the funk of it all.  Saddness engulfed me from the get go and i cried last night.  I also had a fight with my sister and i hung up the phone on her. I just couldn't sit there and let her talk to me like she was.  I don't trust you, that's why i don't tell you anything. She kept saying it over and over. I finally had to hang up. The pathetic part now is i can't call my mom, because she is always there.  Stuck between a rock and a hard place. Feeling heavy on the inside.