Where has the summer gone?

Okay I have been working management for 2 months now and i think i am holding my own. I have made head way in certain aspects and still swiming in circles on others. The kids went to NY for two weeks to see my family. They got back tonight.The only big thing i got done was going through there clothes. It felt really good to purge clothes though. 5 weeks until the opening. things are starting to fall into place and we are moving ahead. The hospital is gorgeous. I feel honored that they are giving me a chance like this. I am trying very hard to prove my worth.

T minus 76 days

All hell is breaking loose and tensions are hi as we get ready to open a new hospital. Me I just want to do a good job. Nervous and excited and unable to wait. I am scared i might have pissed some people off. Imagine that. I need to step back and look at what i am asking. In my mind i think i am right. But i might not be in someone else specifically the ones in charge.. I need to have some sort of serenity prayer for anxiety. I just don't get it. I so don't want to screw up and i do.

Busy with a Capital B!!

I can't believe how much time has passed since the DANSKIN. I am still taking it easy on my damn foot. Every time i try to do something it acts up. It is ridiculous. Then my dad came into town and that threw everything for a loop. Did i mention the new job? It has been very exciting to say the least. But over whelming. Over whelming part is the fact that all my new money is going towards child care and day care. I am broke. It is ridiculous. Then to top things off- my husband is still waiting on money. It is overwhelming i could cry. I just don't understand it. I am frustrated beyond control. I don't know what to do. I could just crawl up and die. How can anyone feel romantic when crap like this happens? How can anyone feel good about themselves? How does anyone ever succeed? I am starting to think it isn't possible.....

Fouth of July Celebration at the neighbors pool It was fun. My boys are getting big.

New ICU Manager and Foot UpDate.

Okay after waiting a week. I finally got enough courage to email the Director and ask him what was up- in a very nice way of course. Turns out it was a HR hold up and he offered me the position as ICU manager of Seton Hays. WOO HOOO. Huge changes coming my way. SO much to do before not and then. I am at a lost for word. My list is building and building... dumm dee dum dum dummmmm.. On anther note i went to the foot doctor finally for my foot pain. Turn out I have a stress fracture on my metacarpal. I am wearing a funky boot for the next few weeks and hopefully that combined with milk, i can be back to full workouts in a few weeks. Until then it is swimming and not pushing off the edge, and working out with weights that dont include weight baring... i pray this isn't a set back..

The Second Brain is GONE...

Yesterday afternoon, i headed back into Austin and had my VENUS Closure procedure done with Dr. Dilling at VeinSolutions. I have nothing to say but positive things about it. I am a little sore today. I took a pain pill earlier, now I am itching like crazy. I haven't seen what it looks like yet. But I had 15 inches of varicose vein removed!! crazy. That was part one. Part two will most likely be in September. I hate i am out of commission and can't go to the pool or any of that stuff for 10 days. I can walk, but nothing too strenuous.

Pictures from the Danksin 2009