Thursday, March 12, 2009

Okay.. starting feel SCHNAZZY.. if that is a word

So, i signed up for some new stuff today. Like i have more time on my hands. All this stuff Facebook, Blogger, DIGG, Twitter, they are making me stay up later and later. Not to mention my laptop is open on the kitchen counter all day. Oh!! the carbon foot print i am leaving the world. Please for give me. But truly, i use to be in bed by 8pm some nights, now i am up until 11pm or later. Especially the one night a week i work overnight. It's gonna kill me..but it is soooo much fun. I am just glad i graduated college. This could be very distracting. On the other side had a very good work out. Swam a ladder. 50y x2, 100x2, 200x2, 300x2 and it FELT GREAT!!! all in about 40 minutes. Plus some technique laps and kick board laps. When i came home i made dinner. I wanted to ride the Diva, but by the time i got out, there were some bolts of lightening. I was scared so i came back in and got on the computer... I logged my BODYBUGG for the last two days. I was bad. I sure i missed stuff. I wish there was an iPhone app that kept you updated as you go. SO much easier. On a therapy note, i got a compliment from my dad. It has been a long time. He told me i looked good. I know i have lost weigh, but i don't know numbers because i never got on the scale before i started. I was so scared of what it would say. I have gone from 24 to loose 20's. I bought a SPEEDO bathing suit in a 20 and it fits. My bra was a 44I, yep they make I's. to a 38 GG, still up there but shit they look like D's to me. After all this, i still can't look in the mirror naked and say.. WOW you look good. I want to, but then i get made when i see myself and realize i don't. I wish i took better care of myself and didn't let myself go all those years. It is gonna be a long haul....... I gotta go to bed. My dad is in town and he offered to watch the little guy so i can attempt a brick tomorrow. Spin class followed by a walk/run..

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