new me in the new year

It is going to be a year that I made my mind up to be a better me. There are easier days then others. i have been admiring a friend of mine lose weight for the last year. She is down 70 lbs and still plans to loose more. She looks fabulous and so tiny. Something i know i am deep down underneath all i carry. My new job has been a great learning experience. I have notice changes in myself and towards others. I have nervous energy and i find myself snacking and binging at times. I hate the way i feel after i do that. But during it i feel nothing. It 's the weirdest thing. I need to set a plan and a goal. I am going to look at achievement by CHristmas time. I am feeling strong about it. Now putting the plan down on paper. I also want to do the Danskin again in June. I am hoping i can be at around 2 hrs.