OH sunday...

What a busy month December was. So much happened. The month started off with a visit from my folks for the holiday. My mom's cancer is still in her bones, but recently got report that is hasn't spread. She is going to start another round of chemo. I wanted to bad to sit and talk to her. But it was difficult for me to do. I guess i am still not okay with the fact that my mother has stage IV breast cancer and she is not going to be here for me. At one point in her visit she thought she broke more ribs emptying out a pot of pasta. I took her to the hospital and listened as the ED doc said he wanted to do a CT. I thought to myself.. What am i going to do if they find a soft tissue spot? Luckily they didn't and she has shingles again. they started her on more anti virals and in a matter of days the pain was improved. The holidays were fun. The kids had a great time. My dad stayed to help us with the kids while my husband had his surgery. He has been pretty much out commish for a week. On crutches and needs help all the time. I don't mind but worry if he will be himself again. I am scared. Me- work is crazy busy. I tried to eat right tried to exercise and i have to say eating right is better, exercising hasn't happend. I still want to do the DANSKIN. I am hoping to start training again really soon.